Thursday, November 04, 2004

guilt

...u're not a failure until u start blaming everybody else... Tadi pagi padahal baru gw baca itu disampul kaset usher..
and that’s exactly what I did setelah diajak ngomong mba karin.. although deep down I know it’s my fault, I just can’t help it. I just don’t wanna feel hurt. So I did it, I start blaming…
the obvious thing is.. I feel relieve, but it started to grow towards guilt. I got slap in the face, dibilang labil, ga tegas… n dicontohin orang yg ga bisa dipegang omongannya. and I know that’s exactly my gesture was telling, unconfident person.
And as usual brief, mba karin bilang ini buat kamu kedepannya, ini yang harus kamu tau kalo mau jadi leader yang kuat.. will I be? I don’t know.. pray for me..

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